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Sunday, October 09, 2005 5:37 PM
omfg


why cant i cant feel anything other then you?



Exams are just in a few hours. i cant believe i actually DID some revision on maths. insane i tell you. now im just downloading some sappy songs which i havent done in a long time. Tomorrow's paper, Maths I and English I. Shouldnt be a big problem. It was my Mum's birthday yesterday i doubt she goes here anyway.

hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
i will never ask if you don't ever tell me
i know you well enough to know you never loved me


ohmygod. exams are here. wish me luck. i cant believe i updated again. (well cause, i found a new DN picture and i just couldnt wait to post it up). my mind is definitely a blank right now. i cant wait to get the maths paper over and done with. well theres nothing left to say except that im scared shitless. wish me. luck. loads of it.

note - the tiny little words are actual songs. not any quotes or written poetry, songs from me. its Taking Back Sunday / Cute Without The E / Acoustic. :) you gotta love them hehe.


Saturday, October 08, 2005 7:38 PM




Its one of those rare occasions where i actually feel like im updating. Nyeh, today was alright. Another successful day of puasa hehe, but for the first time this month i ate so much for sungkai :. I dont think ill eat sahur now lol.

I think standup comedians are so fcking hilarious. Im sure everyone in Brunei's already watched Russell Peters. I just watched Eddie Murphy Raw. Haha, that just made my night before going off to sleep. Amazing how they can actually just be on stage and just say some sarcasm for them but a million laughter for us all. Mygod if it were me id proberly die right on stage. What if your joke was lame then the others and no one laugh when you expect them too. Thats just embarrasing. I dont think i could ever do that but then again, im incline to new things.

Ahhhhhhhhh exams are on Monday, i dont think im ready just yet. No one seems to be ready, its just too early. The year has passed by so fast and mygod theres just so many good, bad and ugly in just a year, but when you come to think of it EVERYTIME just before New Year strikes, you think "one more year has passed and nothing REALLY has changed". Im not saying i regret anything this year, yeah there are some i would love to change back and thats just the minor details other then that no biggie im happy if not i dont think ill be the person i am right now.

I took up my habit of sketching again. I just dont draw faces :. Everything but faces, its not that freaky though lol, its just to pass the time of the day. Im hunting for any big Dave Navarro's Poster (Yes im just that addicted :p). Anyone know where to find it? Dai? Hehe

I think thats it from me, pretty random really but then again i dont update so consider yourself lucky. :p


Friday, October 07, 2005 11:06 AM
Ramadhan


Happy fasting to all those fasting. Ill be on a hiatus, just for about a week and a half. Due to exams :). Hopefully itll pass by really soon. My exams are THIS Monday. I dont think im ready for it. This includes Maths. I even have to take a last minute test. I dont know why they do this grrr. MyGod.

I dont think ill be online for a week, not only because of my exams. To exercise self-control. Hopefully i wont be spending all my time on the ps2. Thats where i am nowadays. Midnight Club 3 lol. I only play that game because its similar to NFSU and they have my gclass ;). I do take my break after half an hour to study. I look like a complete idiot when i do that lol.

You, right now i dont feel like "communicating" right now. Just please bugger off. You know when youre wrong. Realise that first.

Anyways im off. Laters much ;)






Sunday, October 02, 2005 9:50 PM




Dave Navarro;).
Im a big fan of Jane's Addiction,
thus addicted to him and TPC.
You just gotta love him
thats all from me today.
Later much hehe




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quod me nutrit; me destruit.